I haven't wrote on this in a while and I apologize reader, I haven't neglected you i've neglected myself it's been a while since I searched deep into my emotions and wrote them all down.
Life at the moment isn't too bad, I don't have any complaints really i'm taking life as it goes and it seems to be getting back on track.
Quite abit has happend since I last blogged, in college, my love life and life in general.
I finally feel accepted in my Drama class I finally feel apart of the group and they're all such lovely people, so easy to get on with. I think the exam has brought us all alot closer and made us a stronger, caring Drama class.
We done our first Drama exam of the year on Thursday 11th February 2010 in my opinion we all deserve A* for effort but unfortunately it doesn't work that way. I unfortunately messed up abit I got out there and froze! after all that practice i freeze on a line i knew perfectly well! I couldn't believe it luckily Noelle thought on her feet and saved my ass!
Overall, we all done amazing! such a relief that it's all over now just coursework to go.
Me and Matthew have been going through some troubles lately, we sort of lost our spark for a while but we seemed to have fixed it I just hope it lasts now.
Do you know when you feel like in a relationship it will last a long time just because you have something so deep, I think that is what me and Matthew have. Just have to look forward to our future now.
I keep leaving this Blog and forgetting about it so I'm trying to finish this about 3 weeks after I started it (08/03/2010). Since my last exam we have been auditioning for a new play, hopefully I'll get someone interesting instead of a teacher this time. Wouldn't mind abit of humour please. But seriously I think my drama teachers love watching us talk about sex or swearing cause all of the plays have these elements.
So, I may/may not have mentioned it but I use BlogTv now, it's a website which you can broadcast from your webcam and absolutely anyone can watch you. It's not too bad except from the trolls and the perverts take them away and it's pretty sweet. Anyway I've been using that for about 2 months or so, I originally had the username of CarelessMoonbeam but I got into some trouble with a guy who was abit crazy.
He thought he was an Alien for one and to make it worse he also thought he was Jesus, enough said. I helped moderate his room for a while then I found out he was involved with some DMCA acts on youtube and sending death/terrorist threats so I had to cut him off or I'd get in trouble too. But he started calling me up shouting down the phone so I basicly had to get a new everything! annoying! so now he tells all his viewers that I'm dead and I got murdered by Atheists. Ridiculous right?!
Apart from that I have met some EPIC people on there, they're quite amazing.
I was just glancing around my living room and some Tulips caught my eye. Even though they are wilting they're so beautiful. Flowers amaze me they grow from a tiny seed to this beautiful creation, I guess just like humans to an extent.
I better post this before I get distracted again, I wont forget about my Blog this time.
Good Day Reader.
