I bet you kinda get a kick out my distress, the way I pour my heart out to you and my pleading.
You got me thinking, I don't plead it's just not me, that isn't the Lucy you once knew.
I'm going to toughen up.
You know how much you mean to me.
You know how long it will take me to get over you.
I can't let you go this easy, not without a fight.
You asked for reasons to stay and I'm not going to give you them, I'm simply going to make you realise that this is a mistake.
I know every little bit of you from your head to you toes, no one knows you like I do.
You even said that you're going to marry me one day and I couldn't wait to see how it would end up.
Why would you want to sabotage all the time we have spent together? what little time we have been together between all the distance.
People judge us but we was proving a point that we can work even with the distance, I love the way we both laugh when people ask "how do you cope?" cause we know we cope just fine.
The first day you met me, I still remember it clear as day, we got lost but we didn't let it get our spirits down.
I remember butterflies i felt when i saw you standing there with your coffee and the way you pretended not to see me.
The way i turned away when you tried to kiss me, and when you finally got the courage to kiss me again on the bench.
I know your probably thinking I am pleading still, and this is just some soppy crap and it serves no point. Tbh it probably is but it's all the lame things that come to mind when I think about you.
I know you love me, deep down and I know you know that I love you.
Why would I have all your soppy love letters and cards on my wall if I didn't?
Why would i have kept your lucky dragon all these months?
You know as well as i do that this is probably one of the biggest mistakes we will ever make, if this happens today.
Don't let it happen yet, we've still got our whole life to go.
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